.
Everyday decisions.
No puppy dog tails,
Instead mostly Dribs.
I've started testing for my second degree in mixed martial arts which ends late September 2018.
I've got a plan- and a training schedule for the pre-season and I'm pondering running shoes and the disappointing impracticality of 35 year long-desired nose piercing.
I'm vibrating now but I know the dream squisher is coming:
the Everyday Drab.
I was told last weekend to have one goal and accomplish it. I don't have one goal, my brain is too messy for that. Jujitsu- siren song, Goju Shorei- rock in my awkward shoe. Curses, I find myself lusting after swords and hakama. Or maybe I'm just a little in love with Caitlin Dechelle.
And that's just martial life goals.
Drips and drops.
Everyday.
Because brains and muscles take time and everyday coffee needs brewing, children need civilizing, bills need paying, mowing needs scheduling and eyebrows (occasionally) need plucking.
One goal? ARGGHHHH.
So it's everyday drips and drops the dribs and drabs of training for a person who loves grand schemes. Living... everyday... patiently, it's a hard skill. The lack of fanfare a temptation to quit and not even grandly; just slowly fade until life is just a series of everydays, all passing through.
This testing? Drips and drops, dribs and finding joy in drabs.
Hoping for sugar and spice along the way.
.
Everyday decisions.
No puppy dog tails,
Instead mostly Dribs.
I've started testing for my second degree in mixed martial arts which ends late September 2018.
I've got a plan- and a training schedule for the pre-season and I'm pondering running shoes and the disappointing impracticality of 35 year long-desired nose piercing.
I'm vibrating now but I know the dream squisher is coming:
the Everyday Drab.
I was told last weekend to have one goal and accomplish it. I don't have one goal, my brain is too messy for that. Jujitsu- siren song, Goju Shorei- rock in my awkward shoe. Curses, I find myself lusting after swords and hakama. Or maybe I'm just a little in love with Caitlin Dechelle.
And that's just martial life goals.
Drips and drops.
Everyday.
Because brains and muscles take time and everyday coffee needs brewing, children need civilizing, bills need paying, mowing needs scheduling and eyebrows (occasionally) need plucking.
One goal? ARGGHHHH.
So it's everyday drips and drops the dribs and drabs of training for a person who loves grand schemes. Living... everyday... patiently, it's a hard skill. The lack of fanfare a temptation to quit and not even grandly; just slowly fade until life is just a series of everydays, all passing through.
This testing? Drips and drops, dribs and finding joy in drabs.
Hoping for sugar and spice along the way.
.
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2 comments:
Rolling with a nose piercing might not be a good idea, but you would certainly get style points.
Too bad style points bottom out if you start bleeding on other people's gi.
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